I take refuge in knowing that you are with Jesus and that he is holding you in his arms.You are loved there by many angels. I know you have no pain or sorrow, only happiness. I know you arein my heart, you will always go where I go. You are never seperate of me, and I never of you. But how my arms ache, I ache to hold you. I never got to touch your cheeks, and kiss them ..I never got to count your fingers and toes one by one. All ten of them, this one, then that one, then this one too! I still would give anything to kiss your sweet self.
The pain of loosing you had to be put away. As not many knew of you, no one knew of my pain. The day of your leaving me and birth to the heavens, I cried alone and siliently.I buried you deep inside me and it has made me physically sick...I love you with all my heart...I just want to say Im sorry
Someone helped me to realize that I do not have to keep you to myself any longer, I can share you. I can take you out of the hiding place we have shared so long, and say to everyone, and you, and myself, here she is, my lil angel..















Your spirit is here to bless me . Sometimes I think that others enter our lives so to share whatever blessing they have to share, then they leave again. You must be one of these messengers. You are still teaching me.